Thursday, March 31, 2005
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8:45 PM
It's end march today. Seems like it only took a few blinks & a quarter of 2005 has juz slipped away.
I need to do some reflection on my life for this quarter a yr.
To bring to shame, I had not achieved much.
Jan 2005
Brand new start of a yr. Life should be pack with new resolutions & new goals to be achieved. None had I set.
Feb 2005
Month of Chinese New Year, I took the extra effort to spring clean the home. Tedious, but nontheless fulfilling. Achievement 1: managed to clean the home up neat & nice to welcome the yr of *cockadoodoo*.
March 2005
Bumpy month.. Grew weary of the sales job I held in a retail healthcare company, OS**. In fact I was contemplating to quit the job for months. For the sake of the pathetic bonus, I swallowed all griefs & dragged myself thru painful months.
See 1 thing with human is they get too indecisive.. A moment of hard-headed *damn I am so sure this is what I want*, the other thing u know, it's no more that.. Rather, it's "Are u sure with the decision?" I kinda stepped back alittle with my final decision to quit after the many months delay. I am gladful the thoughts came sorted clearly.. Frankly speaking, I din know how & the next thing you know? I am a full time bummer...
To stay at home & not work is a trauma.. anytime worst then starvation, thirst & death.. =p (too exaggerative)
See, I have a super lousy temper & a mum whom somehow does little actions that don't quite pleases you or maybe its just me that does not agree to her action, and there goes. As for the details.. I shall spare they readers.. I feel bad for my actions, I truly do esp. after the cooling down. Apology may be registered but I am sure I had stained the r'ship & made her felt bad. V selfish of me, to make 1 feel bad when u urself don't feel too good..
Anyway.. too LONG WINDEDDEDDDDD... *cut cut* cannot wayang onz & onz.
Overall, March had been a blend of good & bad. Good: I made changes to my life, quit my long hrs job in search for a better 1. Regular hrs = more time for myself & folks = more chance to socialise = can get hitched faster.. hahahaha~ Aging.. Hitting 30 & yet a step close to the aisle.. sighh.. all I can do is only to act cool & brush issue off.. Oh did I say I have a kan cheong mama who keeps asking me to give birth to kids so that I can get companions & some1 to look after me when I am old? Hahahaha~ I scared her with the idea wanting to be a single mum.. This? I shall share when I am in the mood to write in future..
My chicken soup here I come.. wait for me..
U folks? C ya ard the corner~
-dinner time-
