Sunday, October 30, 2005
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2:00 PM
Had the most vivid dream ever this morning, so vivid that even after I had got up visited the loo & went back to bed, it was still recapping in the mind.
I dreamt I went away on a holiday marriage. It started with me telling my mother that I will be away for a few days before leaving for the airport & the next scene I was in, was a nice island resort. (I remembered it was Bali that I left for).
Next I remembered the wedding day came. Not knowing how I was in a nice white gown and a nice necklace and I was making my way to the venue alone. I was to marry my ex colleague. (Ironically, in life he is already a married man). When I was at the venue, I was greeted with a warm smile by the groom, a nice sparkling ring and a nice bouquet of flowers.
But suddenly, the groom told me that he could not marry me and came another gal in white gown too. Next I saw the flowers I had in her hands and it was re-wrapped in another layer of wrappers and ribbons. I snatched the bouquet from her and took the second layer of wraps off to find inside a small card that the groom has written for me and a ring in the small card envelope. This scene I was already in tears. Happiness tears I recalled. Funny, you have here your groom snatched and there you are tearing in happiness seeing the card and ring. On the outer layer was the card for that imaginary gal (which I cannot quite see her face). I know her as Anxi from the name on her card.
Now I got myself to the hotel lobby trying to check myself into a room which the groom has pre-arranged for me. The conceige staff has a unique way of checking in. She took and electronic toothbrush out and insert it into a system to read. A few attempts and she could not get me checkec in. Frustrated as I was and soon I know I was with the groom and he got everything settled. Pleased of cause was I.
Next scene I was in was in the hotel room, where there were 2 other men. (Black guys.) I recall I was changed in a purple can-can style evening gown and was looking into the mirror then I went into the changing room to change into a white tube gown. 1 black guy told me the purple one was better, more stunning before I saw myself in the purple gown again. Then I made way to the open air yard where the solomization would take place. When I was there, the groom and Anxi was already exchanging vows when I stood in a corner witnessing the entire event.
Next place I found myself was me back in Singapore. I knew my weddding was called off but I was not bothered that the groom was marrying someone else there. I rememebered calling another friend (dunno came from where suddenly). Telling her that I have left my gown, necklace, ring and flowers in Bali and she must bring all back home for me. I repeated myself a few times before I woke up.
Went to the toilet to pee and I crawled back to bed again. I went back into the dreams again. This time it was like a fast recap. Everything that happened sort of rewinded and fast foreward again, very vivid. I woke up soon, and I was thinking back of the dreams. Complex is the word.
I recalled there was once I dreamt of crying in the dreams. I actually had hot tears in my eyes when I woke up.
It is really how some dreams can be so real..
Sidenote: I think its too much thinking that got me into such dreams.. Hmmmm... Pleasant still. :)
Off I go. To Simei again.
Ciao~
