Thursday, March 02, 2006
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3:09 PM
came to realise how men who can play music can be mesmerizing.
jin-hyun oppa made me realise this.
i'm starting to like men with talent.
Over the Rainbow - Arlen Harburg
Somewhere over the rainbow, Way up high
There's a land that I heard of, Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow, Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream, Really do come true
Some day I'll wish upon a star, And wake up
where the clouds are far behind me, Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops, That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow, Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow, Why then, oh why can't I? (Because, I am too "tum tum niah")
Some day I'll wish upon a star, And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops, Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow, Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow, Why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly, Beyond the rainbow Why, oh why can't I?
1-quarter way to completing MNIKSS. Some parts are so touching and my soft spots makes me wanna weep but with the silly stitches in the eye, i aint supposed to weep unneccesaringly. so i had to control and watch with kept emotions.
i am feeling so samsoon lately. maybe because she is reflecting the "so-me" in my daily life.
-30yrs old, single, with an o-mu-nia (mother) who's so worried her daughter cannot get hitched.
but samsoon is passionate. her life, her career - i guess i should set her as a role model and show a little more passion to my work and "life"
ann san asked: when would i ring my wedding bells. i say when the right man comes. i think i need to participate in getting the right man. but thank lord my ah-bu she does not sets me up for blind dates. blind dates aint bad ideas. hmmm.. aside from r'ship now.
10days post-op: asked me what i had been doing? surfing, watching tv, sleeping late like 2 3 am, waking up late. the bad ones, u name it, i've done them. i think i really lack discipline and self-control, and i only reprimand when things goes wrong. argghhh sh*tty. i know i am supposed to be semi-sick and resting in bed but i aint. and i complain here pain, there wrong after it, what's with me? ask me? search me: its my traits.
okie i am out of here with all whinnings. sometimes if disciplines was like a 'one-click installation" from some websites it would be good...
