Saturday, March 04, 2006
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9:00 PM
visited expensive seah again today. good news the eye is intact and responding well to surgery. so i am somewhat glad no complications had developed. pls don't develope also. bad news, lasik to remove stitches cost $300 bucks special price some more.. sibei expensive woh.
finished my checkup had 20mins before the bus leaves for town so i went to tanglin mall and walked abit. wanted to return to the lobby but only to see the silly bus left when i was at the doorstep of the building.. grrr should had walked abit more and catch the silly last bus for the day. had to walk a full 20mins in order to reach town and the weather is so damn freaking hot.
if u say the day is bad at this point, u are very wrong. with a hungry stomach and abundant plans in the head i picked up some bread from sun molin at isetan scotts before heading down to taka to pay "godma" a visit. its was good to catch up with her with some milk to fill the tummy while waiting for lunch date to arrive in town. chatted "xiao pang" up alot as well. this is the 1st time i tell u in my aquaintance with him that we had so much to talk. i used to think xiao pang is foolish when i hear his stories. but today i feel different. i feel he has so much burden to carry on his 2 "not so small shoulders". period. don't read too much into the line, no sympathy no grieves for him. just placed myself in his shoes and i could 'feel" his burden. look from another angle, he may look controlled but his also a "provision" in his marriage. good or bad, its pespective to individual.
i planned to visit ann at paragon and have dinner with her and fen in the evening. but my lunch dates moved on from cine to ctp. so i had to miss ann. oh what's worst when u were not informed and u suddenly move from ctp to rc? i planned to do heerens for some accessories shopping as well but i didn't get them either. sometimes u really have to voice out what u want and make concrete plans rather then following blindly. cos moving with the flow would get u further downstream and u would need extra energy to move up again. that is if u had them.
my energy? kosong. so i soothed the silly cramp in the left leg with a cup of iced milk tea and jumped straight on the eastern bound to get home. it was wise choice for if i was still in town now i would imagine my frustration level hiking.
verdict: my saturday was low down lousy. sometimes isolation aint bad an idea.
