Monday, May 01, 2006
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4:08 PM
I dunno to call it good news or not?
I recieved a sms.
Jenny Hp: Halo today i break off with yr brother already. U n yr mum shall be happy nw.
I read the msg and I exit and placed my phone aside. Follow on, I went to break news to my mum. Which, mum then told me the silly boy is weeping secretly in his room. Not too soft that it can be hidden thou.
Then follows him going out to the corridor and things after multiple smses came onto his hp. And mum and me has to follow out to see if he was okie. wah, sounds like the food chain cycle in the animal world.
See, I am spectulating that the woman must be on some hoax or threaten mode that gets him outside to be on a look-out and in return I have to look-out for my bro. Recalling the last time we were told she threaten my bro she would jump down from the 3rd storey of the multi storey carpark, i suspect its the same wayang mama opera replaying on my freshly arrived new hot scv box again.
With me on my background is my mum repeatingly asking me to go look out for my bro while she is bathing and changing in the bathroom till i am also like telling her, cool it.. sigh. i dunno if i should be a little more anxious now or be cool as a cucumber still.
okie back to the boy, i broke the news to ah eng that terror chicken informed us of the breaking up. which i dunno if i should be victory for me for trying so hard to boycott her since nov 2005 or to be sad. frankly i am sad. see, bro is a very soft boy despite 25 and been thru so many relationships. everytime one ends he would always cry silly secretly and it hurts me to see that. i told mum, his no longer young and should be able to sort out things in him, date a prim and proper gal whos like ard his age, grabs a decent job and most importantly can hit off and be truthful in the relationship. the nitty grittys like we can accept her or not and how well it gets along all these can be adjusted one. but it never seems to fall in everytime.
move the focus to me now. same happens after my last relationship, which i consider it a flop also... things does not fall in prim and proper for me too. now the focus to my mum, she does not get the nice complete cycle too, except she is luckier, she managed to go thru a nice courtship and got hitched which in return produced the 2 of us. good in some way, bad in some. good because we get to see the world. bad, the world is not ideal as i wish it was. okie back to mum, why isn't she complete? 都怪我的死鬼老爸不会想。这么早就去卖咸鸭蛋。害我老妈年轻时就要吃进不少苦。*老爸今晚不要托梦给我啊，我只是着事实告诉我的朋友们而已。*你是真的年轻就不会想吗。更糟糕的是，连我也在步你的后成噢。有其父比有其女啊。嗨!
okie, enuff later papa seriously come back give me blue black then i will have no peace liao.. wait.. long time never visit him with flowers liao.. bookmark my next weekend cal, i better do so asap.
in my recent post, i mentioned about karma. as in what goes around will come around. this time round i am so harsh to this gal, i think it would come back to me eventually also. so in order to earn some good deed i better do some charitable acts of any form. i am losing mental trend now as i am writing cos i am processing too much things in the mind now, plus running around the house to see if her shoes bags and wardrobe has been cleared and listening to my mum grumbling how bad as a gal she is and how my lao peh will come haunt her.
with this i better wrap and go r&r abit. i need to sort out my thoughts before i can pen proper.
out n be back for me.
there will be part 2 3 4 5 and 6 i am sure cos the bags are not clear and stuff.
so play on "endless love" folks and stay tuned....
