Thursday, September 13, 2007
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2:34 AM
i was taken on a roller-coaster ride for the past 8days.
short duration but plenty of details.
very short time span but very eventful ride.
i thank you for the ride and the help to discover my sherlock femme(s) forte.
i thank you for making me see the necessity of treating a relationship with seriousness.
i thank you for making me respect myself better.
i thank you for making myself realise hurt is the last thing i need.
i took you for serious for awhile while u were taking me for a joyous spin.
for the ignorant gal that is still in the blind. wake up soon
Friday, September 07, 2007
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6:14 PM
day 13
IOP = 9
from 6 to 2 to 9 in a short 2 weeks
steve says he is very happy with the outcome.
day 14
i went out and mess with my eyes.
GUILTY - 15mls of beer
he is charming :)
irrationally mesmorized.
i need some help!!
i am making it too easy...
我是不是感情太犯烂了呢？
Sunday, September 02, 2007
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12:55 AM
day 9
situation seems to have taken a turn.
work up this morning feeling all messed up
could not sleep the whole nite
could be the cause of the changes that took place
watery eyes eye patch came off seems like i rubbed it
feeling stuffed the rest of the day
could be the recovery process that is causing changes in the body
could it be the lack of sleep thats giving me the uncomfort
could it be only dry eyes
i dunno
only steve will know
only due to see him in 4days
4 days of guessing games and anticipation is too much for me to take
i should no no no i MUST cut down on the pc staring. they are bad for the eyes.. yeah.. tell me ah.. when u are blogging away now.
my worst records was like 4hrs nonstop on the 1st week.
and the sleeping hrs is shifted back again latest records 3.30am
pls karen so if things take for the worst
pls blame no 1 else but only YOURSELF
for the lack of discipline in urself
for the lack of love for your OWN health
enuff said I am too cruel to myself already
life is treating me as brutually too
good nite eyes
good nite
