Friday, February 29, 2008
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10:52 PM
lack of updates because my biological clock stopped for awhile.
i wish i was still in dec 2007 but reality and its hard slap is inevitable.
leaping into march 2008 and time scaringly passes by way too quickly. if u want me to put a measurement to it. it would sound like 236km/h or 299,792,458 metres per second (in case u do not know like i didn't, that's the measurement of speed of light)
life has been bittersweet, more bitter then sweet if u ask me.
there are many things that i prefer to keep them in my small little 4 chambered organ then documenting them in writing.
the day my small little 4 chambered organ stops, the memories will go together with it.
or in any cases if alzheimer's set in earlier. these memories can be wiped away earlier.
i yearn for my cheerful disposition. yoohooo, where have you gone hiding too?
i had been searching for you for awhile but you refuse to come back to me.
quit playing hide and seek with me and come back to me soon okie?
i yearn to see sunshiny smiles in me again.
